Today was a tough and emotional day for me. I had to remove the gauze and I let Tom see me!!  Even though I know that he would still love me and not think anything about me losing my breast it was still very emotional!!  I got to wash up but still no shower yet!!  YUCK!! Tom found some stuff to spray in my hair to take the greese out of it!!!  So anyway I feel yucky cause I havent' had a shower in 3 days! I am ready to move around and get some laundry done but I just can't get my arm working as well as I want to! I'm a little sore but I've taken Motrin and feel a little better.  I just want to thank all of you for all of your prayers they have been answered!!  The Lord has given me peace and strength for sure!!  Thank you for all that have sent cards or meals you don't know how much that totally means to my family and I!!  Love all of you so much!!