Ok I really never thought at 36 I would be making trips to the medical supply store but I guess it doesn't matter what I think!!  I had to go get a mastectomy camisole and I don't know how I feel about it.  Like I'm glad that I got it cause I feel like I look normal again however it's kinda bitter sweet cause I want my own breast back.  I'm kinda having mixed emotions!!  Oh well no one told me this would be an easy journey.  I'm sure my emotions are going to be up and down quite a bit during this time so I'm just gonna go with it!!  I'm babbling now so I will move on!  I got my hair done tonight and we were on our way home and I just thought that this may be the last time I get my hair done for a while!!  Ok I'm on my emotional roller coaster again....since I will be starting chemo next month I will loose my hair oh no!!  The up side is that they make pretty decent wigs now so hopefully I will be able to get myself a few and I can be a different women every few days!!!  Just ate a piece of chocolate cake so that will take the edge off.  My hubby seems to be getting sick so if you would please agree with me in prayer for his health I would really appreciate it....Dear Lord thank you for all you do for us..Lord thank you that you can heal my husband and restore his health to 100%...Thank you Jesus that you are an almighty God in Jesus name amen!!  Thanks and good night to you all!!