Weddings are so beautiful!!!  I always tear up but when its my little brother I almost out and out cried!! The bride was absolutely stunning and the groom was very handsome....the whole bridal party was also good looking.  We had a great day the Lord was so gracious he gave us no rain at just the right time!! Why do we ever doubt Him!  When we ask Him and believe in Him He will come through but sometimes we are just dumb!! The wedding was at 1:30 and at about 1:15 He stopped the rain for the rest of the ceremony and the rest of the night!!  Does anyone know anything about applying for disability? I have a telephone interview with them Monday morning and I just don't know if I should get a lawyer now or if I don't really need one....I don't want permanant disability just temporary and I don't know if that makes a difference or not...well I guess I will find out Monday!!  Lots of testing this week coming up and then I'm just gonna relax and try to recoop fast.  I need to plump up some before I start chemo so maybe I will just start eating  all day!!  Brownies, Ben & Jerrys, chips, dips, sodas, cookies need I continue???  It wasn't that long ago that I was avoiding all of that to keep the pounds off!!!  Wow how fast life can change with just one word!!  Think about it your just chugging along for 36 (almost 37) years when all in about 2 seconds you have the dx of Breast Cancer triple negative which is not the "best" kind of cancer to get cause the reaaccurance rate is high blah blah blah......and then in that same 2 seconds it occurs to you YES I HAVE JESUS SO LETS PLUMP UP YESSSSSSSS!!!!!  Cause I have a long time ahead and a HUGE testimony about how good the Lord is!!!  Yeah ok so maybe more than 2 seconds!!! Love ya guys I pray you all have a wonderful church day tomorrow and please just praise Him during worship let Him show you His power and His Love you will never be the same!!!  I promise!!