So far so good today!!  Yesterday was a bit rough for me!!  Not sure whats going on but I didn't feel good at all yesterday and my emotions were totally out of control!!  I am not sure what to do about it....it's like I've been moving right along and all has been fine and then POW I hit the brick wall!!!! It's almost like reality has sunk in and I just realized my breast was gone!!  I mean I've known it was gone but now I'm starting to get some feeling back in the breast area and for some reason that is upsetting me!!  So I think that maybe I have needed to feel some lose and now that I have I'm ready to move forward....I really don't like being upset!!!  So anyway all is good today having a youth group meeting tonight and then church tomorrow night.  Thursday is test results from Dr. Foote and then Friday is surgery!!  Tomorrow is also my BIRTHDAY!!!!  And all I want for my birthday is perfect results from Dr. Foote on Thursday!!!  I'm believing that they are gonna be great!!  Thanks to all of you for reading and I hope you have a great great great week!!!