I have so much to be thankful for that I don't even know where to begin...ok yes I do...I am most thankful for my Lord and saviour Jesus Christ!!  I am thankful that by His stripes I am healed and that by His resurrection we can go confidently to the kingdom of heaven!!  Thats first and foremost!! 

I am thankful to my husband that he has been the best husband ever though this rough time in our marriage.  I have treated him so bad sometimes and I can't believe that he would still love me and stay with me!!  I must be the luckiest girl alive!!!  He has not waivered he has not been thrown off his rock he has never left my side and never once made me fell less of a women!!  I am so thankful that I can honestly say he is my best friend and my husband!!!  I can't imagine even one minute without him!!  I just ask that God bless him abundantly!!! 

I am thankful for my 2 stepsons that I love so much!!!  They have brought so much joy into my life that I didn't even count as joy but now that I'm sick I see things so differently!!!  Just watching them argue is a joy now believe it or not.  You get to see each of their individual personalities.  I just pray that they see how their father has handled our marriage and our times of need and they grow up to be honorable men just like their father!! My prayer for their future is that they will find good Christian women who will be a great helpmate to them and just make them sooo happy and will give them beautiful children that will someday call me a cute grandma name!!! 

I am thankful for my one and only brother that is also my best friend!!!  I don't know how I would of ever done life without him.  He is a great brother, husband, and father.  I know that if I ever needed anything that all I have to do is call him and he is there for me.  He has seen me through rough times as a girl growing up into a women, he has been there with and for me through my first divorce, and he has been right beside me through breast cancer and he has felt my pain and hurts and fears right with me and has never backed away but jumped right in when the going got tough!!! 

Thankful to my parents and stepparents and stepsisters and grandparents and my in laws and my nephews and aunts and uncles and many many friends and extended family and church family that have prayed for my healing and have believed in my healing!!!  For all the outpouring of love and gifts that each and everyone of you have poured out on me!!  The cards that just haven't stopped and I look forward  to each day to going to get my mail cause I know there is another card for me!!  They have been so inspirational to me and just keep me moving forward even on those hard day!!!  For the dinners that have been brought to me made by my friends loving hands!!  The food that has norished me throw days when I didn't want to eat but knew that I had to!!  The amount of time that families have prayed with their children for me and for the children that have prayed for me by themselves!!!  For my mommom that has committed to taking me to all my appointments and just sitting by my side and making dinner and desserts and just simply loving me how can I ever repay that? She has never once complained about anything I have asked her to do but gone above and beyond what I have asked of her!!

So with all that I am thankful for I just pray for each of you that God will find favor on you and your family during this holiday season and keep you all in good health and prosperity!!  May you all find out what it is like to know that you are the child of the Most High God and feel the love that comes with knowing that!!!